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Let There Be Light

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**Not a Cliff Hanger**

His world was water and rhythm. Hard work and drive kept Royal O'Connell one step ahead of his competition. His spot on the swim team, keeping his scholarship, was the only plan that mattered.

His world was ebony and ivory. Natural talent and ambition set Camden Morgan apart from the other music majors. His dedication scoring him a full ride.

Normally, their paths would have never crossed….

But when Royal meets his best friend's new roommate, his big plan and Camden’s controlled environment faces a variable that could destroy it all.

Attraction.

The world they live in had no room for error. That undeniable pull between them was dangerous and neither one of them could've prepared for the choice they'd have to make.

Love isn't always an easy road and, when everything they've worked for is on the line, they'll have to decide if being together is worth the risk.

263 pages, Kindle Edition

First published November 16, 2018

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A.M. Johnson

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A.M. Johnson lives in Utah with her family where she works as a full-time nurse. If she’s not at the hockey rink with her kiddos, you’ll find her buried in a book or behind the keyboard. She loves romance and all things passionate. Amanda enjoys exploring all genres and bringing life to the human experience.

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336 reviews3,972 followers
February 23, 2023
To my first 5-star read of the year.

I kissed his tattoo, each word, and read them, my lips dusting against his skin. “‘Do anything, but let it produce joy.’” I raised my head and met his gaze. “You bring me joy. You showed me, Royal… You reached in, and took away the shame, you told me I didn’t have to hide.”


It’s February, so I still have hope I’ll find another gem at some point.

But today isn’t the day nor is it the time to think about future outcomes, but instead to reflect on this story. With how I felt about The Glow Up by this author, I had some hope that I would enjoy this college romance, and oh did I enjoy it. I smiled. I cried. I laughed. I hoped. I projected anger onto fictional characters. While The Glow Up is more care-free, liberated, and joyful, Let There Be Light is more melancholy and hopeful, with a sad undertone but still surrounded with support and love. From the lyrical writing, to the sweet relationship, to the open communication, to the supportive family members and friends, Let There Be Light is as much of a romance as it is a coming of age story. Two college students find each other, allowing their feelings to take over, giving life a chance at something bigger.

I tend to stay away from these college romances, or romance books that take place in a school setting, only because of how difficult it can be to suspend disbelief and not take it seriously. However, I didn’t have to worry at all about this. Despite the fact that the characters are new in the college setting and just getting started, there is enough maturity between the two that make their characters stand out. They spoke and acted like college students would, and I never thought they presented themselves in a different way than their original picture.

The book still deals with strong topics, like parental neglect and homophobia, but there are more lighter tones overtaking those. It’s all refreshing, heartwarming, and delightful. Royal and Camden’s inner monologue is beautiful to witness. A.M. Johnson’s writing is beautiful and expressive; it’s metaphorical, illustrative, and lyrical. There are only so many words I can use to describe the writing, but meaningful is one of the top words. Easy to imagine, never too much or too little, it’s easy to get lost in her words. Painting a picture of what is happening and who is doing what is easy. There was never a moment I found myself bored with the writing. It was very engaging, easily absorbable, and easily captivating. Johnson has a certain way with words that many authors fail to produce. Her writing isn’t easy to write nor compete with. It’s tender and compassionate, formal, and even provocative. It paints a deeper meaning into the author’s intentions. I am incredibly grateful and even feel honored that I get to witness something like this story.

And like I was the planet and he was the sun, I needed his heat to survive this, to remember to keep moving. Time would not stand still, and those dark hallways inside my head would see the daylight again.
Because of him. My golden light.


The story is character driven more than anything else, with the relationship following in second. Realistic, adorably awkward, and enlightening, both Royal and Camden make a beautiful and entertaining pair. Royal’s character was incredibly refreshing and stole the spotlight for me. His sexual awakening comes at an unexpected moment, with uncertainty and doubt creeping in at first, but acceptance and action developing after. He acts on his feelings the moment he realizes he is who he is and can’t change anything. It provided a nice break from the usual setups given in other MM books. He was confident and reassuring. His perspective never wavered, felt unusual, or was boring. I loved reading from his perspective and seeing his feelings slowly unfold as he let them out. Royal, on the other hand, was also new into the relationship area, but he knew who he was. Unfortunately for him, he didn’t have the same support from his family like Royal did. Made to feel ashamed and hide himself, he turns into his music to hide his true self. Royal was like light Camden let in without being aware at first. He’s reluctant at first but slowly lets his walls down when he’s around Royal. His perspective is more sad and unsure, but nonetheless lovely to be a part of. Even though there is some insecurity in Camden, it’s completely understanding considering his situation. He’s much more shy and unsure, but still has a light sense of humor that helps him come out of his shell more, moments to share, and an appearance that can lighten up the mood and tension.

There was no way I could turn it off. This thing he’d lit inside of me. It burned too hot and I no longer cared for the world’s definition of normal. There was nothing normal in the way my cheeks heated simply because I got to watch him walk across that room. His eyes were on the crowd and there was nothing normal in the way I sat taller, hoping he would see me. And when his eyes finally found mine, there was definitely nothing normal about the way his face split into a million facets of light.


The writing is part of the relationship's perfect and extremely successful execution. There is a great balance between the moments and thoughts between the main characters, showing the readers an idea of how their relationship develops. Although it can be classified as “somewhat” instant attraction, the relationship is slow burn in its own way. I can’t even lie and say that these two’s first kiss was one of the most tender and beautiful first kisses I’ve read about, and that’s kinda weird for me to point out because I don’t always pay attention to those things. It was sweet and passionate, slow but certain. There were too many scenes these two had that I am unable to talk about them all. Neither Camden or Royal is pushy with the other, offering a sense of understanding, peace, and support for each other. Their relationship is completely built from developing trust, communication, and growing love. Both young men were sure of what they wanted and how they wanted to move forward. They make their feelings clear, with no unsure and mixed baggage left behind to confuse the other. There are no conflicts, lies, or deception. There is only trust, communication, and understanding. I cannot begin to describe how relieved I was reading about Royal’s positive feelings about his new relationship, especially because it was with a guy. He was confident in himself, not letting it bother him or take him away from exploring something new but beautiful.

While Let There Be Light deals with unfortunate events and themes, it mostly follows a beautiful relationship between two young men finding themselves in a college setting ready to embark on a new journey for themselves. It was peaceful, adorable, and overall just refreshing. I can’t think of any other words to describe this story or how it made me feel. No matter how much I try to think of a flaw or something I didn��t like, my brain cannot come up with anything, and I can only thank A.M. Johnson for that.

“God, Camden, I want to protect you from your asshole parents, from the world. Spend every minute like this, naked and hot. Underneath you, above you… inside you.” He bit his lip, and my heart tripped over itself, but I kept talking, somehow, my lips kept moving despite the way my hands had started to shake. “I want to know what it’s like to have you inside me. All of me, Camden. All of my flaws.” I smiled. “All of my imperfection. All of my body and heart and mind. It’s yours. Maybe six months from now it won’t feel this way, and I’ll have to take what we’ve given each other and grow from it. What I’m feeling, this steady thud…” I took his hand and placed it above my heart. “This need, this constant deep breath stuck in my lungs, until I saw your face, heard you play, touched you, until I could breathe, too. It’s love, it’s more, and it’s ours to share.”
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675 reviews1,378 followers
July 2, 2022
reread (1): july 2022
desperately needed a good read after a few bad/decent reads and my bbs Royal and Camden delivered. 🥺 i missed them so much. <3

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5++ stars

sidenote: excuse my jumbled thoughts, i already know i'm going to be a mess while writing this review bc i adored Royal and Camden a little too much.

this was my first A.M. Johnson book and idk if it's bc the characters are artists or if her words are naturally poetic but i loved her writing style. from the prologue alone, it's not even the scene but rather the words written that made me tear up.

I trusted myself, and the way I felt compelled to learn, ascertain, every single one of Camden’s thoughts. All I wanted was to pursue this feeling. Like everything I did in life, everything I’d been taught, I never wanted to second-guess my heart. Even when it was confusing the shit out of me.

Royal (H):
↠ Royal was such a lovely character to read about. he was a sweetheart, so protective of his sister, Indie, but my favorite thing about him was, although it was his first time experiencing feelings for a guy after meeting Camden, i loved how he didn't run away. he was confused, but he trusted his heart and was honest with his feelings. i love those kinds of characters bc miscommunication annoys me so the fact that he didn't play any games whatsoever was a great turn of events. 😭

It was easy for me to get lost inside my head, inside the sounds of the world. Its orchestra was loud enough to distract anyone if they ever truly listened. All I ever did was listen.

Camden (H):
↠ in a similar way i love Royal, i loved Camden just as much. he was quiet, but can be sarcastic and has his own sense of humor once you truly get to know him. i could relate to the way he was more of a listener, preferring to observe from afar than be involved. his parents are shit and i wanted to give him a hug bc he deserved to have loving parents who would accept and protect him, but i'm glad he was able to fit in with Royal's family in the end.

"This world is such a big place, and most of the time we never find the people we're looking for. People look all their lives for the one person who understands their heart. We search, and hope, and I think... it's a blessed few who find it on their first try."

the romance:
↠ the romance between Royal and Camden was so passionate, real and consuming that i ate up every word of their story. i loved how they felt a pull towards each other, chose to explore their feelings and didn't give up once they confessed. the fact that Royal was so confident of their relationship and would reassure Camden each time had me in tears. they were wholesome and cute and i simply adored them sjhsgd 🥺

i loved how supportive most of the side characters in this were once Royal and Camden revealed they were together. aside from Camden's parents, Ellis and Sherman, everyone else was so accepting - and it's what they deserve. 😌 i can't really think of anything i didn't like about this book tbh, i just wanted more RoyalCamden. i'd highly recommend, especially if you wanna read something sweet and heartfelt!!
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143 reviews2,250 followers
April 24, 2023
— 5 stars ☆

this was pure perfection. from the first moment when i started reading till when i finished, there wasn't a single time i wanted to stop.

this was so faultless. effervescent. brilliant. incandescent. beautiful. EVERYTHING.

❝I didn't think it would feel like this.❞
Camden placed his hands on my waist, his fingers grasping at the cotton of my sweatshirt. ❝Like what?❞ he asked.
❝I never want to stop kissing you. Like this could be enough, and I'd die a happy man.❞ I chuckled, but when he didn't respond I asked, ❝What about you? How do you feel?❞
❝The truth?❞
❝Yeah.❞
❝Like I can finally breathe.❞

if any book can be so beautiful it makes you cry, it's this one. the writing was so mesmerising, and the characters just sucked me in from the very start and never let me go. this was one such book that instantly, from the start, i knew i was gonna love with all my heart and it never proved me wrong. 💗

The shape of his face was made up of shadows and stark angles, serious, as he whispered, ❝You're kind of perfect.❞

Royal and Camden were pure light and brilliance and bravery and gorgeousness. i loved them from their very first interaction together - it was so sweet and breathtaking and almost like they were meant to be fr. the understanding they had together. the way both of them looked for each other first in the room. it was a complete soulmate type of love. adoration and admiration all packed together. they, as Indie put it, "bled out all the shades of blue and turned to gold" with each other 😭😭

and the acceptance in this?? it made my heart absolutely MELT for the both of them. that scene when Royal's mom hugged Camden? priceless. precious. lovely.

this is one of those books i will DIE to read again for the very first time, it was that beautiful.

You're kind of perfect.
You're mine.
I'm yours.
I love you.
I love you, too.

p.s. - if you loved this one i also highly recommend The Sea Ain't Mine Alone - i mean, it has completely different vibes and all but it gave me the same feeling as when i was reading this!! and it's just chef's kiss. so lovely.
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167 reviews809 followers
February 28, 2023
This book is beautiful and unforgettable. It is the tender and emotional love story my heart had been craving.

“You’re kind of perfect.
You’re mine.
I’m yours.
I love you.
I love you, too.”

A.M. Johnson’s writing is gorgeous. There was so much emotion and yearning. There was sadness and hope. There was laughter and tears. I felt invested in Royal and Camden from the start. While reading, I found that I didn’t want to put this book down, yet I didn’t want to rush either—I didn’t want my time with them to end.

“I wanted Camden here, wanted to spend time with him in real life, out, in the open. Show him there were things worth opening up for—that he was worth it all.”

Royal is such a charming and refreshing character. He’s kind, confident, humble, and hard working. The way he trusts himself, and his heart, even when he’s facing something new and uncertain is so inspiring. He reassures his loved ones and supports them, all while carrying the pressures of being a college athlete on a scholarship and trying to explore his feelings. I absolutely loved him.

“The guy who saw me, saw me beyond what everyone else couldn’t. You inherited my loneliness and made it your own. You’ve changed me.”

Camden is such an endearing character. Quiet, guarded, used to solitude. A college musician who has a tough relationship with his parents and is trying to make his own way in life. My heart broke for him at times, but I also felt so happy for him every time he tried, every time he smiled, and every time he took a chance. I completely adored him.

Royal and Camden are everything. They are brave, mature, honest, and loving. They deserve everything good and happy.

Johnson’s magical writing is quote worthy without being too ornate. It immerses readers into the characters’ complex feelings, and I found myself highlighting so many sentences and taking notes. If, like me, you don’t tend to read college romances, I still think you’ll like this one. The college setting does not take over the story. Rather, it helps readers understand these characters’ obstacles and enhances the sweet romantic relationship and friendships. Also, there’s no unnecessary drama or third-act breakup.

“You reached in, and took away the shame, you showed me I didn’t have to hide.”

While this book is full of hope and love, it also covers difficult topics including homophobia and parental neglect. The author artfully balances the heavier moments—moments that angered me—with happier moments where our characters got to experience true support and acceptance. The side characters, especially Indigo and Kai, were fantastic. The author took the time to write them and show that they had their own struggles and wins.

I could go on and on about this beautiful book. Instead, I’ll leave you to read and discover its many gems. Thank you so much to elena ❀ for helping me find this book! 💕

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Side note: I found out that Teddy Hamilton and Aaron Shedlock narrate the audio version, and I am going to listen to it when I do my reread of this book!
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832 reviews701 followers
March 14, 2021
4.5 stars

A very sweet coming-of-age story with wonderful main characters and some equally wonderful supportive characters.

I really enjoyed the audiobook, especially Teddy Hamilton's narration (Royal's POV).
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1,144 reviews766 followers
November 24, 2018
4.25 Blue & Red … & Pink Stars

Love sinks its teeth into your heart, and you’ll do anything to be its victim.

Most of the times in my reviews I talk about what I didn’t like in the book but this time I want to tell you why I loved it!

Well, the MCs! They were perfection! You just can't not love them! They were in sync with each other, so perfect for/to each other!

Royal, he was too many instruments all in one, too many intricate notes, and I needed more time to hear each one.

Camden was a mysterious enigma hidden behind wood and sound … a piano genius.

Royal was a cello, deep and smooth, and it was his melody that played the loudest.

The writing! It was so so good! I don’t know why I hadn’t noticed/heard about this author before?!? But as I always say better late than never! I loved the writing! It’s lyrical, magical, poetic…! I actually couldn’t stop reading! It made me smile, made my eyes well up, made my heart bleed (for Camden)… Full of emotions!

Freedom was a soft jazz piano playing in the background, the quiet acceptance of the stranger in the room. It looked like the boy I was in love with, tall and strong, sun-kissed hair, and tan skin.

The secondary characters! LOVED them! Royal’s parents and sister, they were perfect! They have their own issues apparently but so supportive! Maybe I go and read his parents/uncles’ stories too! And Camden’s roommate! We all need a friend like him in our life! Can’t wait to read Kai & Indie’s love story! Please don’t make me wait too long, please!

And that cover?!? My God, It’s SO gorgeous! Love it!

Probably you’re thinking why 4.25 stars and not 5 stars?! Well, the epilogue was more like an HFN and at the end, it left me wanting more for them! It wasn’t enough for me! Told in dual POV, 1st person. It’s the first installment in the "Twin Hearts Duet" and it’s NOT cliffy. Overall, loved it and hope you enjoy it as well!
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2,261 reviews558 followers
August 15, 2019
5 Stars

Let There Be Light is an absolutely gorgeous story, not only in terms of the heart-melting love story it portrayed within but also in the truly stunning nature of the author’s lyrical prose.

This coming-of-age college romance follows freshman swimming star and all-around good guy, Royal O’Connell, as he meets and becomes completely enraptured by his new best friend’s shy, socially awkward, musical genius roommate, Camden Morgan.

These two produced nothing but hearts and rainbows in my eyes; their romance was heart-warming, tender, and so damn genuine, full of giddy butterflies and racing hearts, shy glances and secret touches – their slow dive into deep love was the loveliest way to fall.

I absolutely adored Royal and Camden, not only as a couple but as individuals too.

Royal was just such a damn good person, open-hearted and open-minded in all things, not only accepting Camden’s more peculiar quirks, but truly loving him for them. I loved how Royal embraced his unexpected attraction to another boy, too, which felt like a completely natural and realistic response given the excellent example set by his loving and progressive family.

Camden, on the other hand, seemed to find life a little less easy. Assumedly on the autistic spectrum, Camden finds it difficult to interact with people with any kind of ease, choosing instead to live inside his own safe and comfortable bubble, throwing all his time and energy into his music – that is until the beautiful blonde boy, whose smiles sound like songs, opens Camden’s heart and coxes him out of his lonely existence.

Beyond loving the beautiful, downright affecting prose, as well as Royal and Camden’s simple but inspiring love story, I also have to mention how much I enjoyed the depictions of the secondary characters that filled this book and made it a fuller, better-rounded story. In particular, Royal’s twin sister, Indie, and his best friend/Camden’s roommate, Kai, were fantastic support characters, each providing unwavering support to the boys throughout, even while struggling with their own worlds of inter turmoil and hurt. They were such real, captivating characters that it will be a damn necessity for me to continue with this series and their personal story in their M/F themed sequel.

This story simply made my heart happy and full, and I look forward to exploring more of A.M. Johnson’s backlog, especially if this is the high quality of romance storytelling I can expect.
June 7, 2019
Everything was too much and not enough. He could paint those tiny circles on my skin and I'd be content to stand in this very spot until the sun came up. He could ask me to leave, and I'd hope to see him tomorrow. He could kiss me until I could no longer feel my lips and I'd ask for more.

Beautifully written, with strong main and secondary characters, Let There Be Light is a story about friendship, family, and the love we find when we're least expecting it.

Royal and Camden are opposites: Royal is an athlete, a swimmer; Camden, a pianist. Royal loves his close-knit family, including his hippie parents and twin sister, who's his best friend. Camden's wealthy parents bring him nothing but anxiety and guilt.

But they are also the same: Both are introverts; both live in their heads. Both have scholarships because they want to do college on their own terms.

Camden is possibly on the autistic spectrum. He struggles with people and social situations. Royal gets Camden because Royal's dad and twin sister struggle with schizoaffective disorder; neuroatypical people don't scare Royal.

The way Royal and Camden's romance develops is a thing of wonder: holding hands, kissing, music, and intimate conversations. It's all very slow and age appropriate (these boys are 18 after all).

The steam is there, but I wasn't a fan of how the sex scenes were written: abstract and so dreamy, I had to reread to make sure what I thought had happened had actually happened.

I was a little disappointed with the epilogue, which is a tentative HFN. I also found the conflict with Royal's uncle to be unnecessary and the drama with Royal's teammate entirely predictable.

Even so, I highly recommend this book for fans of YA/NA. I usually stay away from books with MCs younger than 21, and I still enjoyed the story.

And the first note. Would be a drum. The sound of my heart finding his.

The next book is M/F, which is not my cuppa, but I loved Kai and Indie so much, I may read it.
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Author 18 books510 followers
September 4, 2021
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2

I love that he compared his mother to Beethoven’s music and his father to Chopin. When he described Royal’s body language to Gershwin. I really think I’m gonna like this one.

And than don’t get me started on Royal and his love of words? Swoon!

Is he autistic?

The writing is so lovely, the flow is easy and lyrical.

It’s interesting that the athlete, the one who should be full of confidence is so unsure of himself around the quiet boy who’s only friend is a piano.

I’ve immensely enjoyed how they’ve come together in the most clumsy fashion. Both are so unsure of themselves every step of the way but once they know the love is there they stand on firmer ground.

Even when they both have so much to lose they still choose each other. If that’s not love, I don’t know what is.

You may not get to pick the people you share blood with but if you’re lucky you can find your people, you can find your family.
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November 16, 2018
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5 sweet stars

My heart *sigh* Such a beautiful, heartwarming and sweet story.I loved it so much.The writing was flawless and in some parts poetic.

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The romance between Royal and Camden was lovely.These two stole my heart and I have a smile in my face most of the time.They make my heart aching and swooning for them.

Let There Be Light is a must read, prepare your heart because these boys are going to make you fall in love with them.

 


  
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428 reviews440 followers
February 23, 2023
Camden is a walking mystery, a shy boy with sharp edges who stopped trying to fit long ago. Until he meets his roommate’s new friend. There is something about Royal’s melody that calls him, threatening to put his life outside down. For the first time, Camden wants to be seen. But he knows boys like Royal live in the real world, with friends and love and kindness, and he’d only be his in his dreams.


There is something about Camden’s eyes, about the way he talks and moves, that Royal can’t help but admire. He wants to make the serious boy laugh, to see how his mouth curves when he smiles. He needs to know the man behind the music that makes his heart stop, who looks at him as if he could see through his soul. Not matter how difficult it may be, he's going to break Camden’s walls.



I read Let There Be Light when I was in the mood for a college romance: light, fun and care-free. That’s exactly what this book is not. Months have passed since I read this, and I gave up on trying to write a review that could reflect the lyrical essence of this masterpiece, so you’ll have to trust me when I say you have not read anything like this before.


The stunning writing creates an atmosphere that transforms the quiet romance between Camden and Royal into an unforgettable story. While it took me a hot minute to get used to it, it was what made Let There Be Light stand out from all the other books I’ve read. It’s probably not going to be for everyone, but I’m sure a lot of readers would have their heart touched if they gave this a try.


That damn smile was a sunrise. Slow and moving and brimming over with warmth and color. A smile you’d stay up all night for, waiting to catch a glimpse.


Aside from the writing, the second strength of this book is how real the characters feel. My heart broke for Camden, so used to being alone after a loveless childhood where the only goal was to make him the perfect musician and son. He was able to run away from the rigid hold his parents had on him, but now there is nothing left for him other than his music. When he sees Royal, he feels a pull of something indescribable, but he never thinks he stands a chance. He’s resigned himself to being misunderstood all his life.


He was not made for me and I was not made for him.


Royal also feels the pull when he meets his new friend’s roommate, but in his case there is hope. He doesn’t know how to approach the mystery boy who never speaks, but it’s not going to stop him from trying. Slowly, Camden will bring words to the silence and will show him he’s not the only one feeling this connection.


“You’re beautiful. And not only beautiful in the way you’re supposed to be. You’re kind, Royal. The type of person who eats every meal with his sister so she’s not alone. A guy who sees people for who they are. A guy who isn’t afraid to do anything. The guy who saw me, saw beyond what everyone else couldn’t. () You’ve changed me.”


Contrary to what you might think, this is not an insta-love story. I imagine all of us have felt at some point of our lives a pull towards a person we have just met, the curiosity to know them after exchanging some words. It’s like a mild insta-attraction but not in a sexual way, at least not in this case. Both Camden and Royal are not in love with each other or merely attracted to each other. They just see something in the other that makes them think they might get there, if they tried. And the more they get to know each other, the more they fall.


He created music and I bent water. We were talent in all its forms wrapped inside flesh and bone.


Let There Be Light is a slow burn, melancholic romance told in a writing that brings every emotion to life. It’s not your typical college romance, more like a romance to feel and fall in love with, with characters dealing with problems you may relate with, like loneliness, fear of the future or not being good enough. But there is also room for happiness, loyalty, support and, of course, love.


“I never want to stop kissing you. Like this could be enough, and I’d die a happy man.” I chucked, but when he didn’t respond I asked, “What about you? How do you feel?”

() “Like I can finally breathe.”



*Rating: 4.25/5
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1,199 reviews895 followers
December 2, 2020
Let There Be Light is a lovely story.

I really connected with the writing.



I just felt that the story between Camden and his parents was left open.
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421 reviews45 followers
February 26, 2023
listened to clean the entire time I was reading and believe it or not, when this line came up:

“𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚”

Taylor fr sang ‘that’s when I could finally breathe’ and I was jumping up and down and being excited for a whole 5 minutes.

I’m gonna be honest, I hate college romances because I always end up feeling like they’re gonna break up 2 months after the book is over. It always feels like a fling or a summer thing, but this was gorgeous, stunning, mesmerising and all the fancy compliment words!!

"𝙂𝙤𝙙, 𝘾𝙖𝙢𝙙𝙚𝙣, 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙘𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨, 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙. 𝙎𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙩𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨, 𝙣𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙤𝙩. 𝙐𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪... 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪." 𝙃𝙚 𝙗𝙞𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙥, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙩𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙠𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙝𝙤𝙬, 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙠𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙠𝙚. "𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙢𝙚. 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚, 𝘾𝙖𝙢𝙙𝙚𝙣. 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙬𝙨." 𝙄 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙙. "𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙. 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨. 𝙈𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙭 𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙮, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡'𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚'𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙞𝙩. 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄'𝙢 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙪𝙙..." 𝙄 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. "𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙨, 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙄 𝙨𝙖𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚, 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮, 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚, 𝙩𝙤𝙤. 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚."

Camden and Royal were perfect for each other and this entire book was just me swooning.

I genuinely don’t know what to say about this book so I’ll just put some of my favourite quotes here.

"𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙗𝙞𝙜 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧.
𝙋𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. 𝙒𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙝, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠... 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙚𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙮.”

Thank you A.M. Johnson so so so much for giving us this masterpiece, like I was genuinely crying when it was over.

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙟𝙤𝙮. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚, 𝙍𝙤𝙮𝙖𝙡... 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚."

🎧: clean-taylor, camden-gracie, difficult-gracie >these have nothing to do with the book they’re just what I was listening to.

NEW COMFORT READ!!
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Trusting Lila bc when I read Anastasia bc of her, I loved it…hoping I love this too <3
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1,145 reviews469 followers
October 3, 2019
Audio: 4 STARS!
Story: 4 STARS!
"You've always been able to see people beyond their borders."
How wonderful was that?! AM Johnson really tugged at my heartstrings with this story of young love and finding one's place in the world. 😍

Plot: Royal starts college with his twin sister, Indie, by his side. He meets Camden, a sophomore piano prodigy/genius, and is thrown for a loop to find himself attracted to a man.

~SIGH~ Watching Royal and Camden figure out life as they fell in love was such a pleasure. I especially loved how the author showed their vulnerabilities and insecurities as two opposing sides of the same coin.

Royal, with his loving and supportive family behind him, approached life from a different perspective than did Camden, whose openly disapproving and despicable parents made his life so much more difficult. But they both struggled with the idea of
...loving out loud...
in a world where standing up to bigotry and hatred can have real consequences.

OMG, I loved the author's message here! And the way many of the scenes were crafted made for some incredibly poignant moments. GAH, this book is exactly why I keep coming back to New Adult reads!

So where is my 5 star rating? I had two small niggles. The first was the portrayal of Camden's parents, who struck me as a bit caricature-ish in their condemnation of their son. And the second was Camden himself. His social anxiety seemed to melt away too easily to be completely believable.

But having said that, I'm moving on to Indie and Kai's book immediately! I need more of this author's take on life. I highly recommend!
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214 reviews103 followers
September 7, 2021
3.75 stars rounded up. this was really cute.
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630 reviews86 followers
February 26, 2023
A beautiful, almost poetic love story about two college boys- but as far from your “typical” college nerd/jock book as it gets.

First of all: thank you, my lovely goodreads friends, who raved about this book and brought it to my attention. I’m so happy you made me read it.

And also: thank you for pointing out that I should listen to it, because that’s probably the reason why I didn’t rate it with “only” 4 stars instead of 5. Why, do you ask? Are the narrators THAT good? They are, but most of all, it made me slow down and appreciate the slow pacing and the almost lyrical language it’s written in - and I’m not sure I would have fully appreciated it otherwise, because - let’s be honest, there’s not THAT much that’s happening. It’s the story of 2 young men who’re as different as it gets: Camden an introverted piano prodigy from a cold, homophobic family, Royal a “jock”, a swimmer, a happy-go-lucky, sunny character with a big, loving family, who’s confused by the feelings he develops for a man.

I don’t even want to reiterate the plot, not because of spoilers, but because I want to you to sit on the edge of your seat like I did, not able to move on with your life outside this book-bubble before you’ve finished it, and at the same time wanting for it to last for longer than it actually did, if that makes sense.

I loved every second of their journey, even though my heart ached for everything they went through. There’s no big mystery, no soap-opera-ish drama, just those two finding their way and standing up for each other, but it’s filled with so much love, so much understanding , and loyalty, that it made me love them in return.

Give yourself a treat and listen to it (it’s on KU, but the audiobook is free when you download the book).

And to get a glimpse, here are a few of my favourite quotes:



“Most people were loud and predictable. Big bass with brass-trumpeted laughter. But Royal, he was too many instruments all in one, too many intricate notes, and I needed more time to hear each one.”

“I was on the outside looking in, picking and pulling apart their notes. Listening. Royal was a cello, deep and smooth, and it was his melody that played the loudest.”

“What about you? How do you feel?” “The truth?” “Yeah.” “Like I can finally breathe.”

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1,154 reviews322 followers
November 29, 2018
4.25 stars!

This was such a beautiful heartfelt and sweet story it really stole my heart. I was so nervous to start this book because I've been having such a hard time finding m/m that hold my interest. Anyway, after a few pages, I knew I would enjoy this one.

I was impressed by the writing which made Royal and Camden love so captivating and beautiful. There was something so special about these guys the way they fell in love. They were so different not just personalities but their upbringing. Regardless of those differences, they were so perfect for each other they had such a strong connection that you felt it through the pages. The circumstances they had to deal with were so heartbreaking especially for Camden but he was so brave they both were. Once they were together they fought for their love and even if I hated that they had to justify their relationship I admire them so much for not denying it.

I can't wait to read Kai and Indie’s (Royal’s twin sister) book.
♥️

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556 reviews102 followers
January 22, 2023
I thought this was a very beautifully written story. The writing makes it very easy to connect with the characters, I really felt every emotion they felt while I was reading. As someone who is usually hesitant to read NA/college books - this was so well done the younger ages didn't bother me at all. Really loved this book, excited to read book 2.

Am I being too nitpicky if I say I took one star off because at times all the poetic/metaphorical writing felt a bit too extra? There was just so many metaphors which I loved for the most part but at times it was just a lot.
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375 reviews208 followers
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November 9, 2019
DNF @12%. I did not click with this writing style at all. It was flowery, which can work in some cases but this felt OTT and took itself tooooo seriously. The dialogue was stilted, and the narrative was full of telling. I'm out.
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229 reviews67 followers
April 13, 2021
I really liked the writing, it was just lovely, charming and peaceful. The boys were so adorable, they got a lot of aww out of me.
This book is a light in the heart🌠
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1,218 reviews176 followers
December 6, 2018
5 stars.

He created music and I bent water. We were talent in all its forms wrapped inside flesh and bone.


Every once in a while when you start a book you just know it's going to be an amazing read. This is that book because I absolutely loved it. It's my first one by A.M. Johnson and wow can she write. Let There Be Light was magical, heartwarming, beautiful. Royal and Camden made you swoon, smile and fall in love. They made you believe. The secondary characters were just as amazing and I loved Royal's sister and Kai.

He was different than most people. Most people were loud and predictable. Big bass with brass-trumpeted laughter. But Royal, he was too many instruments all in one, too many intricate notes, and I needed more time to hear each one.


Apparently there are books for the parents and uncles which I'm definitely going to read in the near future. This is a standalone book because the next book is going to be Kai and Indie's. I'm so happy and I can't wait for them to get their HEA.

I highly recommend this book! It was beautiful and had a very poetic feel to it.

“You make the quiet more bearable.”


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750 reviews157 followers
April 4, 2021
4.5 🌟 This was the most insanely romantic college romance. Maybe a little too romantic? Are any university students really so insanely in love and open about their feelings? Or maybe I dated the wrong guys in my youth? 😘

Forgetting the realism aspect, I loved this book. I loved Camden and Royal, such unique beautiful characters. I also loved the side characters, especially Kai and Indie, I’m so excited for their book.

Camden’s parents made me so sad. I don’t understand. I can’t understand. How can you not give your child your entire heart, every day of your life?

I’m a professor, and after a year of pandemic, I miss the campus. I miss the students. Even though the tiny private college depicted in this book is a world away from the big public university where I work, I loved reading about the campus vibes and energy. It was almost like I was there. We will go back. Hopefully soon.
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1,066 reviews39 followers
August 3, 2023

I liked these two together.
Camden: Quite and reserved sees the world through music.
Royal: Friendly, understanding, and kind. He is open-hearted and really sees people for who they are.
Royal is drawn to Camden and Camden is to him.
The burn is slow but when it ignites it is lovely.
Their relationship is not easy.
Camden struggles with the voices in his head put there by his parents.
And they both worry about what their relationship will cost them.
However, they never waiver from one another even when outside forces try to knock them down.
Overall, a good read.
I really look forward to Kai and Indie's story.
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2,856 reviews252 followers
February 7, 2019
Beautiful.

Where did this book even come from?

There is no way I can even try to form a coherent review right now when all I want to do is start the book all over again.

Everyone should be reading this book. Really guys, go read this book.

I am just absolutely head over heels in love with this story. Every single emotion happened to me and at times I was just so overcome with joy and fear and pain and all of it just felt good. Misty eyes and all.

The writing was lyrical and visual and I was just swept away and spellbound.

Gah!

Guys, just go read this book. Seriously.
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1,021 reviews153 followers
July 5, 2019
3.5 stars

This is a good NA romance. While most NA romance is light and snarky, this one has more of a melancholy feel throughout. Yet there wasn't a heap of angst. It started a little slow for me but once I got to know the characters I was quickly invested. It's an OFY romance without any silly misunderstandings or unnecessary drama. A nice, hopeful HFN for these young men.
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1,250 reviews699 followers
November 11, 2018
Let There Be Light is a beautiful and honest coming of age m/m romance. Royal, his twin sister Indie, Camden and Kai are some pretty remarkable characters. They wormed their way into my heart immediately. This story has so much heart and deals with real life issues. Sexuality, coming out and acceptance.

The relationship between the twins Royal and Indie is so special. I enjoyed every moment of them together. These two and their families are all about embracing one another and their differences. They love and accept no matter what. Their upbringing has been all about that. Pure love. For Camden it’s the opposite which has led him to live a very lonely life with not much human contact.
When Royal and Camden see and meet one another it’s captured beautifully. There’s an immediate attraction and curiosity. They try to figure out what it is but the opinions and thoughts of people are making it difficult. I enjoyed how they explored one another and that powerful connection they share. They are two young men who’s trying to figure themselves and life out. It’s real and at times heartbreaking cause of its honesty.

Let There Be Light is all about the characters and their story. Their journey. I was with Royal, Camden, Indie and Kai all the way. Now I need to read the Avenues Ink series since I was introduced to them here. I’m crazy about Indie and Kai so I’m so happy that they’ll get a book. LTBL was all about love and emotion and I felt it all.

4 Risk It All Stars
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1,002 reviews375 followers
July 21, 2019
Adorable!! A sprinkle of angst but overall super sweet and endearing!! I loved their connection, how Royal helped Camden come out of his shell, how he pursued him and eclipsed his loneliness. Sigh!! And they were each other’s firsts, only and forever!! Yassss!!!
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808 reviews349 followers
Shelved as 'dropped'
July 17, 2023
Current Position: chapter 15 (40%)

mhm, I suppose it's me. I started this audio weeks ago and while the writing is beautiful and somewhat poetic and the characters lovely and interesting, this story somehow couldn't hold my attention still.

And now, time for listening for free is running out.
Everyone and their mother seem to love it, so maybe I'll try again someday.


side note to the audio: I always liked listening to Teddy Hamilton. But here? He sounded so different from his usual. More sincere, less playful, his voice deeper —I loved it!!
Aaron Shedlock’s performance was okay, no favorite tho. He sounded too raspy for my taste.
211 reviews65 followers
December 4, 2018
5 🌟
Firstly the cover is beyond Gorgeous, plain and simple yet beautiful and comforting.

Now Ask me 'how was this book?'
My ans :- Gaaaahhhhh!!! so the story begins ahshdkdkfkgjdhwjd Gahhh!! JUST READ IT!!
this book has left me a blabbering mess, and whenever I am talking about this book, I just don't have enough words to describe, I mean i want to say too much still speechless. This author has a magical writing and you get pulled into the story and can't stop turning the pages. I didn't sleep just to read this one.
And now I want the second book of Kai and Indie.


[["you can’t help who you love. That love sinks its teeth into your heart and you’ll do anything to be its victim"]]



[[“This world is such a big place, and most of the time we never find the people we’re looking for. People look all their lives for the one person who understands their heart. We search, and hope, and I think… it’s a blessed few who find it on their first try. I’m also glad he was persistent.”]]

Don't think JUST READ IT.
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